Tuesday, October 25, 2011

The Man on Platform 10

He just sat there from dawn till dusk. Sometimes I wondered if he ever went home at all. From the whistle signaling the departure of the first train in the morning to silence settling in as the last train arrived at night, he would sit there, unflinching to the hurrying and scurrying of the people on the platform. Whenever I went to the station, I would always find him seated at the same spot on platform 10, a little ways to the right of the snacks vendor.

One monsoon morning, all the trains had been delayed due to the heavy downpour and I was stranded at the station. As I made my way along the platform, trying to find a place to sit and wait for my train, I saw him sitting in his usual place. Since my curiosity was piqued and I had nothing better to wile away my time with, I made my way over to sit beside him.

"May I ask you something Sir?", I said

"What is it?", he asked

"Why do you wait here everyday?"

"I am waiting for my son."

"Pardon my intrusion into your personal matters , but shouldn't you ask him exactly when he is coming instead of waiting here every single day?"

"He will come I'm sure! I just don't know when!", he snapped and started frantically mumbling to himself incomprehensibly after that.

Startled, I looked around, not knowing what I had done to cause him distress like that. I noticed the vendor looking at me and when I saw him, he beckoned me.

"Do not ask him about his son, sir! It is a very touchy topic!", he said

"Why? What happened?", I asked him

"I know because I have a shop on the street where the man lives sir! You see..."

I listened with grave attention as he proceeded to tell me the old man's story.

The old man was a widower and had a son whom he cherished a lot. During his son's childhood, the train rides from platform 10 were the favourite pass-times of the father-son duo. Trains from almost every major city would stop at platform 10 and the old man and his son loved travelling on these with randomly bought tickets, just to see what sort of place they would land up in.

After his son grew up, he moved out to live on his own and these train rides became less frequent as did the time they spent together. The son fell in love and started having even lesser contact with his father. The hurt old man, showed it in anger and cut all ties with his son when he and his better half came to seek his blessings. The old man ceased to have any contact with his son and drowned himself in his self-created misery. Years went by and the son was the one who took the first step to reconcile. The old man was also tired of his anger and hurt by now and he missed his son. They decided to meet on the same platform 10 that held so many of their memories together, next to their street vendor's stand.

Alas! The young man never did make it home. He met with a tragic accident that caused his whole family to perish, leaving his father all alone without even reconciling. The poor old man refused to believe that his son was dead and still sought to meet him and renew old bonds. Hence, he waited tirelessly, from dawn to dusk, hoping that his son was aboard one of those trains!

I felt moisture clouding my eyes as I heard his sorrowful tale. I wished there was something I could do, but I realized that nobody could do anything for him until he forgave himself; for, who could bring back the dead? After hearing his story, I took out my phone and called my parents to whom I hadn't spoken in a while, as I waited for my train to arrive...


Monday, October 24, 2011

If I was not who I am...


Imagine I woke up one day and realized that I am not who I thought I am; the life I have lived until now has been nothing more than a figment of my imagination. What if, in reality, I am a different person with a different personality altogether?

The concept of parallel worlds has always fascinated me. It is also such an extremely arguable, controversial existence, that only just a handful of people believe in it. But just imagine; what if that me living in the world on the other side of the black hole is the real me? What if this life is just some crazy scientific experiment on 'homo sapien probability of life-doings' that somebody else or some other me is conducting through brain waves or something?

I wonder what it would be like to look at a different me... But if I am me, how can there be a different "me"? That is quite the paradox, isn't it? Then again, I guess the whole concept is...!